stresss

stressed out. im suppose to be studying for the exam that'll determined what my future will be but right now all i'm stressing about is cleaning the house, washing the laundry, my homework, projects, losing weight, cooking for me and my sis, cleaning the dishes, watering the plants etc. etc. i shouldn't be doing all this. i feel like a house wife. i am a teenager that should be studying but all im doing is trying to keep the house clean because mum gets home late and my sister gets home late too and i'm the one who has to do the cleaning. i want to study but studying in a dirty environment won't help. mum was a bit disappointed when i got my report card, even though no d's but how am i suppose to study with all the chores and projects im suppose to be doing? no wonder i couldn't score. gained 2 kilos from all the stress and binge eating. blargh fuck this. im doing my own laundry and cooking for myself only. dont expect me to do all of yall's chores. i have had too much