ending of semester 1 in college. stress level is going down at a slow pace but it will all be worth it. just one more exam and one more final project. hope all goes well, Insyaa Allah.
not to mention at the ending of semester 1, you'll know who your real friends are in college. I may not find my true friends yet, but hopefully, in time, I will. There's no rush here. I can't count on them to accompany me wherever I go, whatever I do. I have to rely on myself and not be so dependent on them. I can't trust them (him). Because, in college, I want to be independent. Being independent is what it is really all about. I want to not rely on some stupid people that will bring me down. They've brought me down enough for me to procrastinate, waste money and time. I don't need people like that.
And going on to the topic of friends, I know this guy is not a real friend. A real friend does not leave you or leave you hanging on chats especially if it's a really important question about work and how you perform in class. These are selfish people who keep information to themselves because they don't want people to do better than them. And I know that you are just a low life that and you will do anything to not help people in class. sabotage.
i know who to rely on now. hopefully all is well for me, Insya Allah.
p/s: to self, do not forget about Allah SWT. He is the Almighty and all Knowing. He will know what's in plan for you. remind yourself that, everyday, every second of your life.
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